Happy new year, 01.01.2011. :)
Everything is coming to an end since 2010 is ending.
That means I have to learn to put down my past regrets and achievements, and focus on the here and now.
Because 2011 marks the start of a new year, a new beginning, and a fresh life.
True, I do have a lot of complaints about things. But I figured that there's no use pursuing and harping those.
Time and tide waits for no man. Absolutely. So, moving forward!
I am officially done with all my homework. Have been worrying and fretting about the math assignment cos of the corrections.
They're really tough. And did I mention that my math sucks?
But thanks to the Lee family yesterday (hehe! ^^), I was able to get most of the corrections out, and understand a lot of concepts.
I really felt blessed to have a best friend who was able to stick by me and help me when I encountered difficulties. Especially in ways that I've never thought of and expected.
Also, today, RL helped me to complete the remaining 3 questions for the assignment. So I was able to successfully finish it.
Speaking of which, I'll have a dedication to all my good friends out there later on in this post, as well as my resolutions for the upcoming year. ^^
Some updates.
Went to Bugis and Orchard on Friday, the last day of 2010, with CRL! It was fun, and we all had a good time yeah. :)
Was still doing math assignment corrections during the last few moments of 2010 and during the first few moments of 2011.
Church on Saturday, first day of 2011. Celebrated the Epiphany of the Lord.
It made me realize how real the Lord was to me. Made me a little scared too, cos I realized that 2011 is so near, and I'm already Sec 3. That means Confirmation year. And it is kind of scary to go through that process.
But I'm ready for it. :)
Today, went down to Antoinette's house to celebrate her 15th birthday.
Gosh. Writing 15 feels unnatural and makes me feel super old. :/
Photos:
It was really enjoyable, and I had a lot of fun. :)
Happy birthday girl! :D
Wrote her this super long and naggy card going on and on about how mature I thought she was and how old she was already haha.
But sad, cos school is starting in about 1 plus day's time. :(
But it's ok. Even though there are so many bad things about it...
I just hope that I'll be in the same class as people that I'm close to or know well. And that the nice guys will be in my class.
SAY GOODBYE TO IMMATURE BOYS. NOT.
Okay.. resolutions.
1. Listen to the Lord more. Learn to love Him more, and trust in Him more, and have more faith. Trust in His ways always, and believe strongly in Him, and all will be well.
2. Study hard, but play hard too. Don't get myself too stressed up and cause myself to freak out just before exams. Have proper preparation and study planning before exams. > This would eventually lead to my goal of getting an Edusave scholarship at the end of this year. I must get at least top 20 in level. :D (Jiayou. Jiayou. You can do it.)
3. Show more commitment and dedication in everything I do. Especially Council. I have to step up more, speak up more, and make myself be heard. Especially since we're going to be seniors next year.
4. Show persistence and perseverance in my deeds. Train hard for West Zone next year, try to get Top 4, and train well for Cross Country 2011. Top 10, here I come. > Goal for 2.4km next year is 14 minutes and 30 seconds, or try to be the fastest girl runner for my class.
5. Be more aware of the people around me and my surroundings, and be sensitive to them. Don't let my emotions get to my head and ruin relationships. Make sacrifices for the people I love.
Okay, now for my dedications. :)
LEESIKAI.
Okay lol sorry for writing your full name on my blog, plus I bolded it haha.
But well, I just really wanted to thank you for always being there by me, never failing to cheer me up when I felt discouraged, and for, well, just being a really best friend. :) I always feel guilty, cos you've always been by me, but I'm usually not there for you. I just hope that I can be a better friend to you. You're always the one I'd think of first to tell stuff to, and I'm really grateful for your listening ear. (And your telephone bills. I bet your bill always blow cos we talk very long on the phone. :P)
Lastly.. I LOVE BURGER TTM! Hehe. :B
CHIARUILIN.
Lol look, I'm sorry I bolded your name too. I know you don't like it hehe.
Thank you for being there for me all the time, though I know that I disappoint you a lot.
Thank you for being my soulmate, for always being so concerned about me.
Thank you for always being willing to wait for me, to listen to me rant on about how sad my life is. You've always been the one that I want to confide it, no matter what it is, cos I know that you're the one who can understand my plight, and can think from my point of view. Regardless of the occasion, I know that I can always count on you to be the one whom I can trust. We've shared many moments and thoughts together, and you know that I don't ever wanna lose you. :)
DIANAKOHPAOYUN.
Heeh yay I bolded your name. Rejoice. Haha. Jkjk!
We've both gone through a lot together last year. A lot of happy times, and a lot of sad times. I remembered we had a silent fight once. All I know is that I felt really awful about it, and about what happened, though it was no one's fault. You've made me realize that it's okay to slack once in awhile (teeheeee!). Listening to 987fm, Muttons and Shan and Rozz, while doing our homework as well as all that amount of laughter we had drinking bbt after school together floods my mind. You're a fun person to hang out with, however, you're also someone whom I can look for whenever I have some issues with some stuff. You always got my back. :D
Thank you for all those memories.
ATHIRAHBTEKAMARUZZAMAN.
The list to thank you for is long and impossible to list in this post cos it's so damn long. :B
In summary, you're my awesome friend. ♥
During Council, you've always been there for me. Whenever I felt like I can't do it anymore, you're the one who pulls me back up and tells me to keep going, though life sucks.
You always tell me to smile, and don't get depressed. You made me felt like someone actually cared about me, when I was almost convinced that no one did. I felt important when you were concerned about me. I really don't regret meeting you. Not at all. You've been an absolutely great friend to me, and you're a friend that I really treasure a lot, and I don't want to let you go. Ever. -evil grin-
Remember that I love you a lot too. :)
Yeah, that's all for dedications for now hehe. :)
I know it's a really really long post. I think I took like one hour to type all this and everything ahaha.
But I think long posts don't put people off. In fact, they're more interesting than short ones, cos there're always surprises at the end. :B
My life is awesome because of these people.
That's the long and short of it.
:D
P.S.: Best of luck and wishes to all of us who are going back to school on Tuesday!
Jiayou everyone, we can do it yay. ^^
Signed, written and typed with love,
Esther Faythe Chong Su Yin. :)
1 comments:
hahah! thx!! <333
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